This pride would also be my down fall, not to mention that both times i was convinced that i were a light heavy and that to drop down in weight struggling would be a major factor, because supposedly Carlito loved to screw and eat like a pig! Which was false! but u know old school trainers. My father was the type.. lol That beleived that I running upstairs in the platform than to a more technological advanced stair- climber or tread mill would not enhance me because he saw me running in place iamo!!!!! My father, i love him so although his old' ass was ignorant! He used to bust up George Foreman and Buster mathis, even George frazier in the gym sparring. He never went anywhere because his fist was crushed in a car door many years ago and so never got a chance to fight Muhammed Ali, i doubt my father would've beaten him, but that's another story!
O.K! I am now trying to stay in shape, i feel so frustrated because i am a fighter, and the soul of a true warrior lies within me!! I am under the care of another doctor whom has diagnosed me with a psitive Neer and Hawkins sign and thus have shown proof through MRI scanning of conceiving positive Supraspinatus tests, and there seems to exist positive apprehension signs via- positive relocation testing.
There seems to be evident of tenderness along the anterior shoulder and bicipatal groove, but in fact no posterior instability in notion. In review of the MRI examinations, there is in fact evidence of a subacromial outlet impingement syndrome where there also exists partial tear in my rotator cuff. The anterior capsule as states my new doctor, there- in lies the labral complex which appears to be intact but possible stretched due to constant episodes of dislocations. He states that i have developed a Hill -Sach's lesion and/ or deformity in the postlateral aspect of the humeral head. i do not have persistent pain but fear possible reoccurring shoulder dislocation.
There seems to exist as well instability secondary to the glenohumeral instability. I have also suffered sub-acromial outlet impingement syndromes. he beleives that my inferior glenohumeral ligament complex should be tightened, because i may have suffered humeral avulsion in the glenolhumeral complexes.
Although, i am educated with a behavioral science degree, I am a fighter, and come from a long heritage of golden glove champion in Peru, and am a son of a street fighter from the island of Puertorico. This is my destiny and my Life!!! I refuse to be denied!!
I pray i find a solution!! My question to u, is that; Is there a possiblity to return and give it my last hurrah to this last chance of fighting professional, after an " Open " arm surgery?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
God Bless, Carlito
Yonkers New York
Posted By angel on December 05, 2004 at 18:08:49:
